Well.... my life is about to take a turn.

For the past two years, I have always had uni, and lots of choirs and orchestras to fill my time. On uni holidays, I have always been touring with a group, or doing something exciting, The average week allowed me one evening to myself (not to mention I had to do uni work in it.... it was actually time when I hadnt booked myself to be somewhere) and when I wasnt in a lecture, singing, or doing some associated activity, I could normally be found swinging my arms at woolies. The past couple of weeks, with swatvac, i've had time to myself, actually had a chance to start to catch up with a few (by no means all) friends, and to do the absolutely necessary study before my five exams (only two left!!!)

The thing is, after exams... I wont have uni. Chamber Choir finishes up on the 20th (well, untill january atleast), I haven't taken part in this season of BSO, and the only things actually still running in my life will be the omni-present woolies, lucians, and a small barbershop quartet that i'm doing some busking with for christmas. But these will only take up about 2 whole days out of the seven in the week. WHAT AM I TO DO?

There are many things I need to do. Ring those people who I told six months ago that I would 'catch up sometime,' actually go shopping and spend some money (damned skyrocketing bank balance ) repaint/decorate my room, do some work around the house (its about time I actually did something) and maybe, go out on the town with some friends (I've always had something to do the next day or morning ). But these things wont take up all my time?

I was thinking of picking up the piano again... it's been a welcome distraction from study, but only when i'm the only one in the house. My violin lies in its grean meadows, doing nothing. That reminds me. There is a giant puzzle in my living room... t'was a christmas gift from years ago... I have the boarder almost done... but yeah, it was put away (the board sticks out from under the couch) maybe thats something I could do. As horrible as it sounds, what I need in my life, is reason to just sit and do something. I've always done something for a while, loved it, but before I mastered, or finished it, moved on. I have no sense of accomplishment, but nor am I dissappointed in not achieving anything. If my life were a puzzle, at the end, you would find there are no boarder pieces.